Even when God says Yes i say No..
its hard to believe that there is ever good that should come my way… like i seriously think that even when God says this is ok im saying no cause i never feel good enough for anyone or anything…it was so much easier to be bad and not giving a shit and now that i changed my thinking and i feel everything and i just want something real and honest… not just for today or tomorrow...
will i ever find the right girl?
Will there ever come a day when i will find the right girl for me... the one who takes my breath away as once before... who will be there for the long hall... who will not care when i cry or just want to be held... is there a such thing as real pure love... honest communication and trust and respect... i havent found it yet and i dont think i ever will....???
i dont judge anyone its not who i am… but because i where skinny jeans and flannel shirts and i have tattoos.. i sport my gayness im judge and wrong… If i say i dont like when a straight male says nasty or rude things to me then im an out of control ragging dyke… and when i stand up for my rights to be with a woman.. im going to hell… well this is all a bunch of crap…...